11.17.2010

Hmmm

hello people who look at this blog and others who probably don't, or rather quickly hello world. I been thinking about my life and how i wasted so much time I know I'm only 23 but i feel like im so old and like times gonna speed up on me, I want to do things i know i can't right now and its frustrating and its hard to share that with my family. To be honest i don't think any of them would understand. Not that im some complex being, but that i feel tired, lonely, irritated, and im silent alot except when im not silent. I like politics and i like music, i used to draw but that fell out of orbit for now. a while now, I just been floating on earth with no sense of direction. When i was in California i used to visit this park everyday to clear my thoughts, we don't have a nice park out here. so i have to type them here or they will stay in my head until it explodes from all the pressure of living. All this extra stuff is hard, when living is hard enough. Making it day by day, without wanting to run away to some far place. Honestly i feel kinda empty on the inside, i guess being depressed in many ways does this to a girl. I'm extra tired today so I'll take my leave.

REMEMBER: HAVE A GOOD DAY AND NIGHT, AND BE SURE TO KISS THE ONE YOU LOVE OKAY?


MIN*~* <3

be well too.

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